You’re afraid of the unknown, not sure how it’s going to work out. We know that anyone born of God does not continue to sin; The One Who was born of God keeps them safe, and the evil one cannot harm them, Amen. You can’t play it safe your whole life and become who you were created to be.
- 2 Corinthians 12:9—“My grace is all you need, for My power is the greatest when you are weak.”
- Psalm 73:26—”My flesh and my heart may fail, but God is The STRENGTH of my heart and my portion forever.”
- Nehemiah 8:10—”Do not grieve, for the joy of The LORD is your STRENGTH.”
- Psalm 46:5—“God is within her, she will not fall; God will help her at break of day.”
- Philippians 4:13—“I can do all this through Christ Who gives me strength.”
- Psalm 28:7— “The Lord is my STRENGTH and my Shield; my heart trusts in Him, and He helps me. My heart leaps for joy, and with my song I praise Him.”
- Romans 15:5 — “May The God Who gives endurance and encouragement give you the same attitude of mind toward each other that Christ Jesus had.” Amen.
You have a purpose/a reason; for God says: “Everyone who is called by My name, whom I Created for My glory, whom I formed and made.”
https://www.openbible.info/topics/reason_we_were_created
Maybe God is asking you to stay. You want to leave, like David, you have more in you, like Hagar, you’re not being treated right. You’re in a test. If you’ll do the right thing when it’s hard, you’re going to see God begin to turn things around in your favor.
And we know that God causes all things to work together for good to those who Love God, to those who are called according to His purpose. Romans 8:28
https://bible.knowing-jesus.com/topics/God-Turning-Bad-Things-Into-Good
Your steps are being ordered.
Things are happening behind the scenes that you can’t see.
There are prophesies He has spoken over your life, things God destined you to accomplish. You have not missed them. Keep trusting Him even when you don’t understand. Don’t fight the things that don’t make sense.
Proverbs 16:4 – The LORD has made everything for its purpose, even the wicked for the day of trouble. Scientists can study only what God has made.
Now be sensitive to what God is Saying, and be quick to obey. If you’ll do this, I believe and declare, you will live in your place of blessing.