O LORD, why do You stand so far away? Why do You hide when I am in trouble?
LORD, I call on You, I cry unto you. The ways of this world are too great for me to bear. You are away Father, further than I can imagine. The trials engulf me.
I know I am blessed. Innumerable, awesome goodness is mine. LORD, I seek Your face as I have sought nothing in my days.
I NEED You Father. When I look behind I cannot envision that I would ever be at this point.
Father, faith accomplishes so much, Father, I believe. I hold on to Your promises, in the present time – I feel nought but emptiness.
In Faith I know You fill me up and I pour over, sharing Your Word with those around me to Your glory.
I cry out LORD! My heart is heavy Father, my spirit is low. Lift me up Father.
Your promises are that I will mount up on wings as an eagle, run and not be tired.
Even now my physical though blessed which I praise You for. All the knowledge of Man is refuted by Your acts.
I talk, I walk, I move, LORD I am!
A heaviness fills my heart, I try to peer forward and I cannot see, I rest on you, depending upon You.
In my way, I feel you are distant; is it my acts? I confess all Father – my words, thoughts, emotions, wants even my needs.
I attempt to line them up with Your Word. Father, I had. Yes, I was blessed and ai did thank You, but my focus was not on You. Father, I ask for You to turn me totally around. LORD, You are my Love. Use me, touch me, fill me. Renew me. Cleanse me from the inside, out. Touch me from the soles of me feet to the crown of me head.
Bless me Father in all. Lift the load on my shoulders, I am weighed down. LORD, yet I share of Your Works, Your Love.
I am mocked by those who have it against me. Those who speak evil of me, I Love for you have asked me to do so. Cause them to know You. Giving up all their vile traits and the heaviness they place on me.
Father, You have directed that I Love, and Love I do. Father, I know You Love me. That Love feels far. I know that it is my perception, work on me LORD, work for me. My all is Yours.
Use me, Father Your desire be performed in my life. I am Yours and awaiting testimonies to share. Father LORD, help me, cure me, lift me, heal me and cure me I ask in Jesus’ name, Amen
Father, I thank You for Your Spirit within me, touch me; LORD change me in the now, Amen