The Bible is filled with examples of foolish men, sometimes even wicked men that ask God for forgiveness or wisdom and are granted it. It can be frustrating to feel helpless when we cannot understand something or when something is out of our control. That is just it: it is out of our control but in God’s control. Trust Him, ask Him, and be content knowing He will not look down on you for this.
And we pray:
Everyday I feel lucky to have You in my life, Abba Father. Forgive me for being hesitant to ask for help from Your all MIGHTY Essence due to my egoistic pride. I am so thankful that You will always Love me as Your child. It is in Your glory that I pray these words. Amen.