Secret??? What does The Word say about the desires of your heart?
https://www.openbible.info/topics/desires_of_your_heart
We can want and want; move to accomplish… Wow! Joseph comes to mind. A ‘dream’ at a tender young age that caused a major rustle in the family and he was Jacob’s favorite offspring. His brothers sought to murder Joseph. His eldest brother planning on saving him asks them to drop him in a pit. This they did after removing his rainbow garment their father had made specifically for Joseph. They even placed the blood from their flock on the tunic and ‘mourned’ the loss of their brother!
God has a plan for each one of us. Are you following the direction of The Holy Spirit? Not your ‘desires’. But, rather what you are here on Earth for.
https://www.openbible.info/topics/why_am_i_here_purpose