What are the desires of your heart? Think carefully about what you want and what The Lord would want? Do they coincide? If not, perhaps meditate on this question a bit longer.
And we pray:
Lord, my heart only desires to Love you. I desire to Love you with all of my heart and all of my strength as You have commanded. I desire to love my neighbor as myself and even my enemies. I want to love myself and cherish the temple of a body that I have been given. For Thou art the holiest Lord, and I shall do all that I can to please You. Amen.