People get “church hurt” and leave the church but when the world hurts them they don’t leave the worldly things and people. They go to other worldly people and things. Try a different church like you try everything else in the world. Know God for yourself.
Just admit you don’t like accountability, rules, constructive criticism, righteous judgement and people that tell you that you weren’t born that way.
I’m not talking about people who have been abused.